Category Archives: Jai’mar Scott

hey young world !

it’s me , im back .

i took some time off and now that the holidays are almost over , be on the look out for new postings around late January or early February .

i will be getting at you about the past 8 months of my life as well as the expectations for this new year and my future ……

well , as i always say , take care of self and be safe out there .

Jai’mar Scott
DOC #970703

the bond between a husband & wife is something very special

 

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hello world , its me again .

i must apologize for my lack of communication , i could give you a bunch of excuses such as I’ve been too busy dealing with the parole board , which i seen last month on the 15th or i am spending alot time with my wife.

I could say any of the two because both are the truth but to tell the truth , it really doesn’t matter because i didn’t write as often as i should have and i ask for your forgiveness .

now ,as to why i am writing right now is because I was out at visitation with my wife and i had the opportunity to see both Steven & Suzie Jennings out there enjoying each others company.

I have seen them at visitation and i have noticed the interaction between the two of them before and i kept it to myself but i wanted to sit down and write a little something up to describe what i seen .

the bond between a husband and his wife is something very special and i have had the pleasure of experiencing that bond through my own marriage but i now can recognize that bond when i see it and i see it with Steven & Suzie.

I want to say thank you for being an example for those who have lost faith in their relationship/ marriage due to distance , that it is possible to maintain and have a healthy relationship/marriage in the mist of so many broken promises and shattered dreams within the belly of the beast that we know as doing time .

when there are others around you who are in different stages of struggle in their relationship/marriage , it is refreshing to see happiness in a room full of uncertainty and despair .

if i could offer one single piece of advice it would be , “keep loving each other and never forget that it’s all about the two of you . the rest of the world doesn’t exist , never neglect one another and always support and believe in each other.”

may your relationship/marriage continue to grow , be prosperous and filled with love and happiness.

as always , be safe out there. until the next time.

Jai’mar Scott
DOC #970703

Thank You

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hello world ! its me again and I will be the first to admit that it’s been awhile since you have heard from me and I am only writing now for one single purpose and that is to give a real and sincere shout out to Mrs. Suzie Jennings !

first let me say HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! I know that its late but late is much better then never , right ? so if I could I would sing it out to you . I’m serious .

thank you for all that you do for us. we get our thoughts and words out to the world because of YOU . I know that you sometimes must feel unappreciated but just so you will know , you are appreciated and there are those who will not forget.

thank you once again.

okay world , I’m outta here but as always take care of yourselves , until the next time .

Jai’mar Scott
DOC #970703

Exciting News!

HEY ! WHATS UP TO EVERYONE ! I HAVE SOME VERY EXICITING NEWS….. I GOT MARRIED !

I HOPE THAT EVERYONE IS HAPPY FOR ME AND MY WIFE WANDA . IF YOU ARE , THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND IF YOUR NOT……….

I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON……..

TAKE CARE ,

Jai’mar Scott
DOC #970703

Hello world !

Its me again and before i go any further , let me first apologize for my absence in writting as i have been extremly busy with life and all of its different pulls ! Im not done with all of the things that i have going on but i had to sit down and talk to you .

My life has been really hectic and its been a real blessing .

Even in the mouth of adversity you can find joy !

I have talked so much about love and a really good woman and im sure that you know that i thought that it was rare and next to impossible to find , let alone enjoy.

I have had several opportunities to build relationships but those situations , it would have been me settling for less than what i deserve . Regardless of position in life , you always have to hold yourself accountable to the responsibilities of self . This comes with knowing self .

When you find your mirror , you have to hold on with everything that you have . There is nothing wrong with doing all that you can to ensure the happiness of your mirror because when your mirror is happy and content , you will be able to have a happy and nutured life .

By now , you should know that i am speaking of me , finding my true center . If you have followed my posting before , you would know that i consider you true center to be that one person who gets and complete you on every level .

That love that i always thought was elusive and so rare has been found !

I call that love QUEEN ! That love is so precious , its more valuable than gold and diamonds . They both pale in comparision to my QUEEN . One might say that i am sprung or that my nose is wide open ……well im not afraid or ashamed but i am proud to say to the world that i have found my QUEEN and her name is ………..

Not for me to say . It is not up to me to put her name out there without her permission . I have spoken of her before but i only mention her by her initials……… W.S.

If and when she gives her permission , i will tell you all her name . It is only right that i share who the QUEEN is …….

Well now that i have filled you in on that topic , im sure that some of you are wondering what the status of my parole is …….well with the advice of my attorney , we have postponed my hearing to get an exam done by an outside source instead of an contract person who works for the department of corrections .

With that being said , i am hoping to have my parole hearing sometime towards the end of the year . To those who are thinking of me or praying for me , thank you and please continue……..

As always , please take care of yourselves .until the next time. Be safe.

Jai’mar Scott
DOC #970703

Hello World

Its me again and i am not going to sit down and write a long drawn out piece but i am going to ask a question that a famous entertainer asked ;

” what if there was no more nigga’s , only master teacher’s ? ”

That is one hell of a question , ms. Erykha Badu asked that one and it has stuck with me . Now i pass that same question to you !

As always , be safe out there , until the next time .

Jai’mar Scott
DOC #970703

FROM NEGROS TO NIGGAS

Whats up world ! I have a big surprise for you , i am working on a peice with a young man that i share occasional thoughts with . His name is Jamal Smith.

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first let me say that i love being a young black man !

Coming from poverty i’ve seen the Breaking of the most resilient people ever. Growing up just in my time i was able to get the last bit of soul from my elders who still carried the essence of a true negro which cant be said for these niggas today.

in the 40’s,50’s & 60’s the negro was thriving in a way that we never have in the united states despite the unexplainabe hardships derived from what we glorify today as fantasy. The love, brotherhood and praise we gave to women was uncomparable as the element of family was the highest priority in the negro community……..that 30 years was short lived and we have been decaying for the last 55 years in which the birth of the nigga was the 70’s……….stay with me ya’ll…………jamal smith

Jaimar Scott
I am 43 and i have experienced the deteriation of the negro as well as the explosion of the nigga ! I have a view of both and i have to be honest , i think that the emergence of the nigga has killed the negro .

I remember a time where as a child , i was able to walk down the block and go into any house on the street and get fed meals and taught lessons . I would also be disciplined by anyone on that same block ,that was the lessons of yesterday being exibited . Negro . It takes a villiage.

In todays society we have an unfortunate phenomenon occuring in our very own communities called niggaism and with niggas , you have what is called nigga moments which has been glorified on alot of tv programs such as the Boondocks as being funny but i dont call it funny , i call it signs of a dying people ! Its not funny , its tragic and its devastating to our childrens tomorrows . -Jai’mar Scott

The 70’s were a very dynamic time for the black men of today. As we are the product the revolution and conspiracy. The strengh of us was at its highest our knowledge, understanding, courage, respect, and unity were so affable. Communities thrived and for once we were able to breathe which is why i love everything 70’s.

At the same time it was our worst and most damaging time as drugs, and built up rage for the white man plagued our unity, family and selfs in the end. the patterned breathed life into our fuck it attitudes that birthed gangs in the eighties and killed so many kings and Queens and worse of all the innocent kids that are no longer here.

The rules that came out of the 70’s & 80’s are what raised my generation which is the 90’s and we are a hybrid of the past two decades of the most beautiful form of blackness you can ever see and the worse form of self-decaying genius.

I cry inside that i participated in the elavation of what today we see is the nigga. To know better and still do the things that lead to this new generation being without guidance and love has continued the pattern of loss we suffer in our community and i apologize although what is an apology when it is to late ?????????!! Jamal smith………………

Jai’mar Scott
As of lately it seems as if the nigga is drowning the negro , why ? In my opinion , its because there is a sever lack and unwillngness to be a strong black man ! What is the example that is being set for the up and coming generation of today ?

What they see is the few Black men who have made something of themselves , staying away from the hood . That is the last thing that they need . As a Black man that has made it , it your responsibility to teach those young dudes that they can also make it .

How can you do it if you dont come to the hood anymore ? You have to show them that you care before they will believe that you care . You have to be able to call that young person by name and they have to be able to call on you as well .

You have to develope a report with an individual if you want that person to hear you . Show them instead of telling them . Im not saying that you have to move back to the hood but you cant leave it completely when there is still little ones that look like you struggling !

The point , QUIT ACTING LIKE A NIGGA AND BE THE STRONG BLACK MAN OR WOMAN , THAT YOU ARE AND HELP RAISE YOUR PEOPLE UP FROM OUT OF THE ASHES .PHOENIX , AND GIVE BIRTH TO THE NEXT GENERATION OF BLACK KINGS AND QUEENS .JUST HELP , JUST HELP .

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In closing i ask that we all look at the circumstances of now that lead so many young black men ( 16 to 19 ) with two three kids they dont know love by the time they are 24 they have doubled the kids they have and are sitting in prison just as I.

The worst part is to wake up and its to late because you cant reverse life or the lives destroyed by the mistakes of the young black men that we were.
I ask that anyone no matter race or political standing PLEASE do whatever you can to enlighten the young black male that someway connects to you…..not monetary but mentally as knowledge is power and equally understanding is the main root of life.
only with love, respect, compassion & honesty
The worlds young black brotha jamal smith.

I hope that the words that we are saying will do two things ;
1.) bring some understanding 2.) encourage some men and women to do more for the community by reaching the kids .

This is not a piece to condem anyone but this is our shot at trying to give back because we lost that chance before we WOKE UP . Thank you and hope to hear from you all soon . As always , take care and be safe out there.

Jai’mar Scott
DOC #970703